If it's U ....Thn Only....

This is not a love story. Rather you can say an analysis of the world of love from my point of view. Maybe there in my analysis of love is embedded some truths that i have kept hidden from myself for all those years. Then why i am letting it out now? I can't reach out to her. I can't even spell it. Then write it down. I know thw "Pen is Mightier than Swords " only in those futile words still its only those futility of words that engulf me now not in any hope but in their own world of loneliness where i speak to hear myself so that i can relish the viability of my feelings.

A boy meets up a girl to fall in love. Then why do i am twisting it up through these dark words. Yes , dark words for sure.  When a simple love story, a feeling so natural yet beautiful is hassled and chained down by so much complicated words they they must be rightfully tagged as "dark". It;s dark. Even better, its complicated. May be the boy knows it all inside...May be he's been for 1st time in true love with the girl. But he is not sure about a lot of things. The most common query " Does she love me? " Or " Do i stand any chance? " May be the boy also values the frend what she has been in all those years and values it so much that he risks losing the frend. Maybe she deserves someone better.....

Logical doubts i agree. Some cheesy guy around the corner of a street will tell you "Listen to your heart yaar...dimag ko choro.."  Technically the guy who does not act according to his brain we tag him as being "mental". So the choice is yours whether u love reasonably or love "madly" .

This post is not meant to draw any conclusion. Better i tell you its not a post. Its me. In this case the author is also searching paths in these mazes. Maybe sometimes the author seeks the solution from its readers. This time i face "My Mirror".;-)